Tuesday, September 09, 2008 ♥
♥ 1:12 AM
Saturday
So had a drinking session tgt with Brothers ! :D
Only gary & esmond together with jervon ,
but went up and slept ard like 3plus 4plus ?
i guess.
toss-d turn slp , den headed to work the following day :DD
Sunday





Went down to work (:
finally , the five girls work-d tgt:DD
hoho.
super fun with all of them .
& most of all , was all girls :D
pretty fun , but sales wasn't that good , and boss was like super piss-d off
cos all were almost late , including me :D
haas.
was like for like ten to fifteen mins.
:D
finish-d work , bus-d back with my two lovely girls :D
all of us were totally tired and shag :x
jazlyn head-d to center , while me and best , went to pasam malam to grab some food
den home sweet home ((:
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In the end , home , chang-d bath-d and stuff.
head-d down to cwp for a while , to meet ------
and pass ---- some stuff,
den down to 515
accompany him had his dinner , while i had a drink , den walk-d back home.
Lights off , at around 3plus 4am:D
<u>Today
Went work alone today ,
woke up super early like at 10plus(:
suppose-ly to work with best but
schedule like totally last mintue changed and stuff.
so took a lonely ride down to work (:
reach like ten mins earlier , work tgt with fermelle today .
haas , its always so fun with her luhs:D
got so much things to talk about.
Girls , :DDD
haas.
i vomited like straight away after my smoking break .
totally felt disgusted.
puke-d and stuff.
argh .
was feeling darn unwell.
oh and thanks girl for concern .
don't really have to worry about me .
boss was kinda of sweet today too.
and i held back my tears terribly today):
Left work super early like around 9.30pm :D
Eejun came down to Parkway to pick-d me up(:
so nice of him luhs.
haas.
OHOH ,
and thanks arh boss.
for allowing me to leave early
so nice of him luhs.
den ride back woodlands was super terrible:x
Rain-d super heavily , & we got stuck like under the bridge for like 20 over mins.
den finally one by one bikers all left , so we left too , as the rain wasn't that big.
down to 834 met up sister ! haas,
met up kuanying luhs. :D
been a while since i last saw her .
slack had my dinner , :D
eejun treated .
Thanks luhs.
talk-d and stuff , & i'm home now :D
hoho.
tml off off off .
all the way till like friday den i'll be working.
totally shag , :(
& i'm broke .
argh .
hate it .
hate the feeling of having not much cash .
Time to look for a job.
Nightlife ?
Day ?
argh .
i need companion.
:x
bored.
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i feel so much better now , after telling myself ,
don't look back at things that keeps me lingering out of nowhere.
give me an answer or just fcuking hell ignore me .
since things are going nowhere , i might as well take it as nothing has ever took place before.
at least , i had memories. thats more den enough.
felt like a burden totally release from my heart.
i feel so much lighter now i don't feel so heavy already.
i should have done so and perserver to the last ,
and now , i shall do it ,
i'll not breach again ,
i don't wanna lead a life with no colours always feeling so down and upset over such minor and not going to happen stuff.
it just seems so life-less and stupid !
but i was silly , to think what you said was true.
was just a fling after all .
i've gotta learn .
(:
i shall just smile and things will just be fine after a while.
smile will just pull me through , hopefully .
things will get better , thou it might not turn-d out the way we expect ,
perhaps , all that i see now ,
is the answers to my questions .
i'm still but a human