x.X Lock two hearts closely together & throw the key away.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥

♥ 1:29 AM

Reminiscent

There's so much to say ,
i don't know where to start.
There's so much to do ,
i'm not so sure what to do first.
There's plenty of things out there ,
but i'm too tired to take a look.

There's memories that i can't forget ,
and they just linger around there(:
The sweetest bit is the one ,
where you would always be by my side.

It wasn't my intention,
to fall in love with you .
It wasn't on my mind ,
that i'll take my leave.

All the words you've said ,
all just so sceptical ,
but all that you've left behind ,
are just so significance.

& i wouldn't be forgetting ,
that you ever existed in my life once.
Someone whom i LOVED and LOVED me
like no others would.

You'll always remain here ,
deep down in my heart.
No matter where you are now ,
or who i become .
You will always be a part of my life -----Out of blue , my heart just sank ):i don't know why i'm feeling this way , and i don't like this feeling that i'm having .take me away , to a far far away place.i don't wanna stay here any minute longer.I'm suffocating ):and i'm trying my best to hold back my tears ....brother , maybe you're right , i'm not treasureing what i have , perhaps , someday i'll come to regret everthing that i've given up , when i'm given a chance to behold it and enjoy life instead.my heart just hurt super badly out of sudden , i don't know what went wrong , or what took place.but my heart just don't feels good , they just don't feel at ease....i'm so tired of being a good person , of trying to look into the future , so tired of shedding tears , and falling in love.because all this always leaves painful memories for me .i don't wanna go through all those pains again ):urgh ....so many friends , but which are true .so many things , but i kept it all to myself .bottom it up to myself and after when nothing can be put in anymore.i'll just cry silently in my room .fcuking hell .i'm seriously sick of this kinda of shity life.!nabei cb! i really detest it luhs.....whose true and whose not ?i can't be fcuking bothered anymore.walk-d out my life by all means , i will not plead you to stay . leave if you wanna take your leave , don't stay and leave me lingering .just fucking hell go and fcuking hell don't turn back !...sentimental ? thats all shit stuff.urgh .i fcuking want this feeling to go away .i don't wanna drop any tears.i don't wanna cry like small girl.and all i can do .is to express my feelings in blog.....though its not totally the issue that i'm pointing at , but seriously , i don't know whom to turn to .i'm so afriad to trust , to put trust in another person now .why must live be suck fcuking cruel ?so disgusting , so detestable , so fcuking unbearable to live in ! ...take me away , or maybe i should just perish and don't ever exist anymore.sighs.i wish-d i were dead.cos i hate this feeling that i'm having now....when things starts going wrong , den humans start to learn their mistakes , and wanna make it up to the other party .you think that fucking hell helps in any ways ? NONONONONONON it doesn't help ? what for ?fcuking hell treat them good after treating them bad .fcuk luhs.treat them bad den treat all the way luhs.nabei ....& why can some people just take friendship and relationship so not seriously?you think is a game uh ?don't you fcuking hell have brains and think that it will hurt the other party ?fcuk you luhs.nabei , you never spare a thought for people want is it.pua chee bye!fcuking pissed and upset.argh .....i don't know what to say anymore , because you are not trust worthy , you're not worth my trust !not worth my anything .and because of this , i'm just going to be myself.i would still be the one whom everyone knows.but i'm not going to say much anymore , neither am i going to be the goody person .-------FCUK THIS WORLD _I_

Yvonne ♥

♥ The girl.

YVONNE

That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D

-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com

I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.

I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:

Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others

There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:

My Desires♥

♥ I want!

-My Driving License
-TRIPS to `~~Korea~~
`Korea
`Japan
`Australia
`Thailand
`Hongkong
`US
`Taiwan
`Hongkong
-Singapore Flyer
-Vaios Lappy
-~~S.E w995~~
-~~Memorable 18th Birthday~~
-My unique 21st Birthday

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