Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:59 AM
Difference is I'll never be the Same YVONNE
SICK):
Off day last night ,
and i slept through on my off day. How nice hors.
My voice was lost last night , but thank god , i've got it back.
Just that i'm still coughing badly and having pathetic bad flu.
Fever's gone , which is good:D
I'm LATE for work today , but told alan cause woodlands was pouring like fcuk)):
So cold can!
sighs.
there's so many things that i want to voice it out.
there's so many fcuking fcuk up ppl i know is around
there's so many stuff , that i've to start to go and settle.
there's so many stuff out there for me to find solutions.
there's so many ppl , that i've to put them behind.
So many fcuking things for me to think through and start all over again.
things for me to realise , that being good for some , are just not worth .
And i should never ever be so soft-hearted again , because they are not worth for all that i've done!
Perhaps, all along , i've been walking alone , and its just some illusion , i think you guys are walking it with me.
Doesn't matter , because from now on , i'll rely on myself.
You'd finally voice out ,
finally , speak out , all that you've been feeling all this while ,
somehow , the msg you sent , supposely , were to let me know how you feel ,
and also i were to feel hurt , and think through of what i should go and do.
Maybe i'm too hurt in the past , by all that your have done.
I did think through , but it doesn't really hurt.
Instead , it got me thinking ,
what on earth is the earth all about?
Thus , it made me came into a conclusion , which only i myself will know about it
cause i wouldn't be saying out in the blog.
Whatever it is , people cherish !
because , at the very next second , someone might just vanish forever and never come back .
oh well , doesn't matter now .
as of today ,
i'd live by myself
Start afresh , i guess its hard , my heart seems to had died on you long long ago.
I did try , but you just kep giving me this fear .
I'm trying.