Friday, December 05, 2008 ♥
A love that will always stay there in place.
But somehow we both changed.
I'm losing faith , I'm losing strength.
And i'm starting to lose you.
想起你，总让我心瀚。
爱你，使我心痛。
放手， 我真的不舍。
I can't bear , to let go.
But we're suffering if we were to hold on.
Have we really lost sight of each other ,
and we are merely dependent on each other.
After all the heartbreaks we went through ,
All the ups and down we cross over ,
all the tears we both had once ,
laughters we used to hears ,
Why ain't we strong enough.
All the mistakes , all the pains.
Its making me , losing my way.
We were to suppose to be even stronger ,
more tough than others as all the obstacles and tribulations we both got over the hurdle together at all times.
Not many could , but we did.
Why ain't you there when I needed you?
Why push me away when I someone to lean onto.
Someone to listen to my sorrows.
Why ain't you the one standing up for my defence ?
Why ain't you concern , why didn't you care?
but why DO , when someone else comes into the picture?
and tells me you do care , love and am worried?
You wasn't there when i needed someone ,
you ain't the person beside me when I tear.
And me , shielding myself standing up for myself and it had got nothing to do with you.
I really don't want to let go.
Can't bear to see all of it , to go down the drain.
Why must we always end up in silly arguments ?
Why do we always start with a bad starting , and a bad ending.
Perhaps , for all the years we've been through , i might not HAVE understand you enough.
We did not step into the other party world or even put our hearts into and put each other in first place.
we just used words , to deceive all that we once had.
This ending isn't what i want.
拿的起，放的下。
你觉得我真的可以吗？
But its not doing any of us good to carry on dragging.
I don't know what am i suppose to do now.
Because you're always not there.
ignoring me when I needed you to care.
Tell me , what am i suppose to do , to salvage all of this
.
.
.
I'm tearing because i feel pain , i fake a smile and pretend as if nothing's going on , do you know it hurts me badly.
Every word i said , trying to deceive myself , that you don't stand a place in my heart , and it doesn't matter whether a not , if i had you in my life.
I'm just trying to heal my own wound.
You weren't there , why you still hold onto me ?
Just because , you rely , your daily routine , or are you just so used to having me with you.
And that there's no longer love that exist.
I'm really tired, baby do you know what i'm going through!
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
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I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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