Friday, January 23, 2009 ♥
♥ 2:51 PM

Its getting harder for me to catch my breath each time i breathe
I've done my best , I've give all I could
But theere's nothing I can do enough to give you more
I'm sorry , if you think I've not give my all
But I've nothing more
I gave my best , I've gave it all
I've never wanted things to happen as its what it is
I'm sorry
I've never regret ever once
for putting in so much
Because I find it worth
It was worthwhile for all my doing , sacrifices , care and concern
But why, must thing always comes back at dputting all the blame onto me
Just what did I really did wrong this time round
I wanted to be there ,
you rejected me
And when I'm not there
You pushed the blame onto me
Its more than enough ,
And I'm really tired this time round
I've never asked for anything in return for being nice
I just want those around me to be as happy as they can
Even at the cost of my smile
to make them glad
I'm willing to do that for
Cause its worth
And there's nothing more
I would asked back in return for
Why do everyone have to come trampling down on me
even when I've done everything i could to give them the best
Why do everyone have to push me to a bridge that has no more road ahead
Walked out if you want to
Don't keep me lingering there
I'm tired of being the one whose always there for everyone when they needed someone there
I'm tired of always wearing a smile , even when I'm not happy at all
I'm tired of being the good and when I've never asked anything back in return
And when they've had enough , they just walk out like these.
FCUK MAN!
Do I even exist ?
Do everyone knows I'm still out there.
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P.S: There's not pin-pointing.
But YVONNE ain't going to be the same YVONNE again.
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Just what went wrong , things wasn't like this.
Don't take me for granted.
Dont' have to force me to leave , I'll just leave on my own.
urgh.
I'm on the verge of tears.
Really hate to go tihrough all this kinda of feelings.
Why can't I be really happy for a day.
Why do everyone have to make things worsen for me.
I can hardly breathe.
Let me go please.
My heart is bleeding profusely.
My hearts cying out aloud
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I need some time alone.
You wouldn't be able to get me through my phone.
Anything leave me a msg , or call my house.