Monday, January 19, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:09 AM
Uncomfortable
Thanks for all those warmness yous've gave
Thanks for all those concern and care
Everyone wants to be pampered
That includes me
Thanks for showing me all those attention
But i don't want my mind to think too much
To think so far away and get myself hurt again
I don't want to think so far and get myself sinking deeper
I don't know what am i feeling , but i know its not a good feeling and I seriously detest it
:(
urgh
How I wish-s there's someone out there for me to confide in right now
At this very moment
I'm so going to cry my lungs out!
f!
D:
Its 01.15AM now.
And I have work tomorrow
I can't fall asleep
------ just keep coming back into my mind.
And others word kept me thinking about what went on.
and it makes me feel even more bitter den ever
and more curious!
oh damn
But today tells it all.
I can't be like this.
I can't
I really can't
I'm full of curiousity , unwanted thoughts , and I'm really unhappyD:
who understand.
None.
Who to turn-d to
I don't know.
oh f.
Its super random.
I can't fall asleep thus i come to blog.
I'll be super life-less for the oncoming days
Thus , i'll be leaving my blog dead.
Unless there's somethings un-nice , or there's stuff I can only put in words.
oh f all this feeling I'm having .
Can someone just come forward and give me a conclusion.
Its best , if -YOU- are the one who'll be telling me
at the very least.
I can put my heart down.
I want to go jogging .
so that i can don't think about it.
you just keep coming in and out of my mind out of nowhere.
And i really don't like it!
D:
.
.
.
.
But Somehow , I'm missing you and wish-d you were here for me to lean onto. And I want to see you so badly.