Friday, June 12, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:52 PM
Never Knew
After all the pains , Others put me through.
I've thought , I've grew.
Whenever I feels blue ,
I'll tell myself to stay cool,
With a calm mind and heart to get it through.
I thank god ,
I met you and I had you.
You would always make me feel at ease .
And that if i were to fall , you'll still be there
Our thinking were always on the same track.
Till that very day ,
things starts goes off path .
A little off way,
the love had went astray.
I never knew ,
you had this little trust in me after all this while
I've asked myself a thousand times ,
I've not done enough.
Or have I given in just too much.
I let down my pride ,
just give me a little dignity that's all I would asked
Little sacrifices for this love ,
I don't mind ,
I would give it all just to exchange for you smile.
Give me a little space ,
I'm having a little shortage of air to breathe.
The road ahead of me no longer seems visible.
Know that I love you.
But still , I'd need my freedom.
Don't let me go the wrong way ,
If you want me to stay.
I don't need any hoaxing from me ,
I just need your true care and understanding.
Don't let go off my hand ,
but if you've given up salvaging ,
den kindly let me go.
Don't hold me back ,
only when you thought you still need me .
I've never knew ,
there's just this little trust from you in me after all this while
I've asked myself a thousand time ,
was it you or me.
That have changed.
But my heart , you clearly knows.
You're still the one living in it ,
and the song I sing along,
It carries with your name.
I cried myself to sleep at night ,
Recalling times , where we were at start.
Why are thing so much of difference now ?
I don't wanna let go ,
I don't bear to ,
But please , do let me know .
Does it still matters to you.
I'm tired , I'm totally beaten .
No longer still have the strength ,
to witheld all this burden all by myself.
I need your support ,
your encouragement.
Don't make me lose this trust in you.
Told myself to be strong ,
No matter what the obstacles will be .
I've to pull myself together to keep this in a piece.
Don't go on breaking it ,
and letting it drift apart.
Because I might not hold it back this time round.
Humans are constantly changing ,
changes so rapidly ,
that I can bearly remember who were they when I first knew.
Why can one be so hard-hearted on doing some issues on others ,
and never knew how greatly the bad impact would leave on them.
Why do they have to betray the trust they have in them ?
They've no conscious , won't it remind of them ?
The hurt they've brough upon others.
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I'm sorry for not being there.
I'm sorry , because i doubt I'm worth to be your friend.
I've not done enough ,
and I'm always not there.