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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:32 PM
th long night
Been a while since I last really blog about what I did in my daily life oh well , celebrat-d my birthday over at my place.then down to drink over at 68, near SabiSabi.Switch-d over to TgPagar then home sweet home.Thanks to those who have wish-d me and those that have came down to make my day.muchLoves! <3& for the most recent stuff.Celebrat-d Potato's ahkor birthday.Down to T3.den to eastcoast to cut cake.un-pleasant stuff happenbut sort-d out[:---....late 15th early 16th:..I really have no idea what you're thinking,I don't understand you.& I don't wish-d to this time round.If it were to be at that point of time at that very moment in the past.I will , continue.But right now , I'm kinda of afraid.I don't wanna start all over again...You still matters alot , You still do.I just want-d to let things lay as what it seems to be.Let go of you & simply move on.I seriously don't deserve-d to be loved.Why do one , can't just be true towards themselves.Whats the point ?Giving attitude leaving them clueless about what they've done wrong.No reasonsNo points of views.Then just let me go ..I can't afford , I can't managed my heart ,To go through this again and again.You weren't there when I need-d you,Neglected me and ignored my existance.& when I'm no longer there.Why showe-d me care, Why give me loveleaving impression you would want me backwhy show up again , when I've decided to just let thing maintain this way...You ask-d why am I so different in the past.Perhaps , due to so much stupid stuff and pains , others have put me through.& humans are constantly changing my dear.You're not the one I knew before too , I've never ask-d for more , yet , your expectations are getting higher each time.What are we really are right now!?
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Do you really bother about me , or its just the same as how i feels .Can't bear to , Or am i merely just a subsitute to let you allows time pass by.I seriously don't mind being there for you.I really don't mind lending out my shoulder to allow you to lean.I don't mind , just a talk in wee hours.But don't , really don't give me hopes & goes thrashing it again.I admit defeat, i admit , I can't go through this again.I can't , and really can't afford to...Don't treat me nice , I rather you treat me as in the past ,its ok if you ignores my calls , its ok if you neglect me and go with your friends.and its alright even if you doesn't bother about me at all .it perfectlyalright if you were to give me attitude.I don't wanna be in any Dilemia no more..I still love you, yes I still do.I can't bear to , but I don't want this to be the reason why I'm holding onto.Don't make my road ahead of me misty again, I had a difficut time , in clearing it to see where I wanto head towards.--But knows , you matters alot.I'm so afraid , you'd take your leave again , only after when I'm back used to your presence.-----------..............I've realised in fact , I've worried just too much,Shouldn't have been so concern-d , and shouldn't have cared so much.A stone , remove-d partially , thou its not all of it.but i'm feeling better now.--& from now , even if i were to care about something , I'll just ignore it , no point.really no point and all.I've learn-d and I understand now...I'm sorry for not putting myself in your shoesI'm not worth.Sorry for the caused of who you are now , because it was my fault .everything started off with me.Therefore , hereby please accept my apology.--PS: Not pin-pointing...From now , i'm not going to care so much , and this time round , i'll do what i say.I'm exhasted , too tired.Its enough stop all this torturing...I'll still be there , If you still need meI'll still be there to let you know I care.But I'll not step in any further then that,because this is the most that I can do , and my fuel is totally been used up.--I really wanna know , what are you think -WL; WenLong:D-]:
