Friday, June 05, 2009 ♥
♥ 3:51 PM
Would you still be there.
thou It's been a while ever since so long.
So long , that's enough for me to put it behind.
Yet , I'm still holding on.
I don't mean to love you,
But I've did.
I didn't mean to pour in so much ,
But everything that I've , i've given my all.
There's nothing left ,
except for memories that have you in it.
Why hold me back ,
when you've decided not to care.
Why lead me on ,
when you're in fact not sure what you really want.
Why give me hopes ,
when you know , i've yet to recover from my previous fall.
where's the one i first knew .
So true and so direct .
Why are we going in circles ,
over and over again.
do i still have a place in your heart.
or have my position have already been filled up
i don't need you to stay ,
i don't have any say.
this love have went astray ,
no way to salvage .
You've went far away
right now , yeah right now.
Just stay this way ,
its more then what I can asked.
Let go of me ,
if you've no clue of holding onto me
Straight to the point.
I know its going to hurt badly .
I know its going to take a while ,
for the pain to go away
But let me know.
least , I don't have to hold onto this heartbreak.
Why hold me back ,
when you've decided not to care.
Why lead me on ,
when you're in fact not sure what you really want.
Why give me hopes ,
when you know , i've yet to recover from my previous fall.
For all this while ,
Everything seems to be just like pretty yesterday.
You've never seems to left ,
perhaps , i can't take the fact.
but right now ,
everyone says move on ,
seriously , where do i go .
I miss you badly .
real badly ,
but i know you won't return .
neither do I pin hopes ,
nor do I wished for everything to rewind ,
I just want you to be happy.
farewell ,
goodbye ,
wasn't in my list .
But somehow ,
It has appear out of blue .
from nowhere , just so sudden.
Never did I thought it would be so fast .
Its just too fast .
Happy-ness came so quickly , and it went off faster then I've expected it to be.
We gain and lose .
I've gain memories , Lost my smiles
I shouldn't have poured in too much to love you .
Because till now , my heart seems to be missing a piece.