Saturday, September 12, 2009 ♥
♥ 6:09 PM
说好的,会一起努力建起。
Its not what I'm seeing , Its not what i'm hearing from you & i'm seeing it happening.
Was i being so f........... stupid , to be able to let you convince me , thinking everything were true.
Yet ending up , i'm the one going through it alone. without you.
Just what had went wrong.
I tried , to please you.
I tried to give in.
But why do things still have to turn out into this ugly scene of ours?
Like seriously. everyone have their dislikes , but you can't expect me to be the one that's always giving in i suppose?
Haven been home early this couple of days.
HOME DURING AM .
I can't fall asleep.
& whenever i'm asleep. I'll have night mare for sure.
:(
urgh.
i'm so tired.
so beaten.
Like can just angel fly to me and tell me what had really went wrong.
Or what i'm suppose to do , thus will not be ending up like this.
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PS: Ain't pinpointing , just felt like typing nonsense.
You convinced me in believing.
You persuaded me in giving in .
& Yes , I did.
I've poured in everything ,
yet all I get back was words that went down hurting.
I can't figure it out ,
Or perhaps , could someone tell me why.
Its so difficult to find someone that's right?