Monday, September 14, 2009 ♥
♥ 10:21 PM
tht night, i had you by my sideHappy Birthday to NicholasYeo(:
& to
My lovely HeartOwner, Jasmine:D <3
Went dwn to MarinaSquare to meet up nic and his friends.
went for dinner over at NoSignBoard Resturant.
the guys went to play pool.
blah blah blah.
i'm so lazy to blog everything.
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down to pasir ris after that(:
for heartowner's jasmine's birthday chalet.
reach-d pass her present , and guess what.
i had a present too:D
thanks sweety!
hahah
love it!
and hopefully you'll like youre small lil gift too.
had a smoke , den off i went.
down to cine to meet up louis.
went for kbox.
den home at 5.30Am.
:D
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I had the urge to hug you so badly ,
my heart was aching i just felt so heart wrenching.
yet i didn't had the courage to tell you how much i wanted you.
Perhaps , you've given up,
disputes my ample time of salvaging everything we have got.
You didn't seems to bother , neither do you seems to care,
you gave me a complete impression , you just wanted to shove me away.
boy , its went beyond my control,
i didn't knew it would go so far.
I didn't knew it would hurt so bad,
thinking everything might take a change from that night.
No doubts, we did once tried,
things just didn't seems to work out.
But did i or was i even ,
or once matter-d to you.
or stood a place in youre heart,
was i just merely a subsitute that you treated me as one.
Words can't place together,
how much i want you back.
how much i can't bear to let this go.
This fool right here is still waiting for you.
I seriously do not want youre good wishes,
I just want you , can i ?
Can everything just go back to what they were from the beginning,
and not ending up like this ?
I don't seems to get what youre having or thinking in mind ,
you never fails to let me wonder .
were you the one that had given up ,
or was i the one that really did wrong.
Were you even there with youre consicious mind ,
when you said all that stuff you would never do.
Were you awared ,
that i took it true , and placed it in heart.
Cause i trusted you.
You can have my words.
I'll wait , you can simply trust me on that.
IMU.
Can Things Just Be The Way They Were From Start.