Friday, July 02, 2010 ♥
Happiness wasn't as easy as you claim it to be.
:C
There's so much unspoken words. I had no idea where to start of from.
There's so much unwanted tears tht keep shedding, i've no clue how it all comes about.
There's so much bottom up feelings, which i totally detest its feeling it kinda of getting me lost.
I don't abide by rules, i don't get played by them. Neither do i get pull down by them.
I am who i am.
Things took a change, i've became different.
Not alot but a bit i guess.
But was a great improvement i believe you do see the changes in youre eyes too.
But you're not me.
You don't know exactly whats running through my mind.
Why do all my close love one torment themselves.
I felt 'failure' at this point of time.
Total F A I L U R E .
I failed in almost everything.
Kinship, Friendship & relationship.
I concede defeat,
I SURRENDER.
I give up.
I've no more strength.
I'm really totally worn out.
At this point of time, i wished you were here still to guide me through , but i don't wanna drag you down no more futher.
Cause i no longer looks further then tomorrow.
You might find i'm only just justifying for my acts finding excuses to make myself feels better.
Not being hurt. But you're totally wrong.
It's not what you think it is.
I don't wanna see.
Or take it that i'm scared to face the fact.
My love one taking their own lives and leaving me here all alone.
I don't want , and i don't know how to go through this kinda of physcially and mentally torment.
I don't wanna let tears take over me anymore, i don't wanna send off any more friends.
..
Can i be selfish and asked of you.
Please, let me leaves before any of you guys do.
Because i don't wanna have tht pain in me.
*Perspectives and viewss.
there's nothing much.
Life is such that death is the second option.
Yvonne ♥
♥ The girl.
YVONNE
That's what everyone calls & when June7th falls
That's when I'll get older too:D
-myFRIENDSTER (:
MSN; babygal_love88@hotmail.com
I'll be leading a life that I want it to be
& I'll be looking things in other perspectives not too much of the negatives.
Living life stronger everyday.
I guess I've been pretty well grown up.
Learned pretty much in life
All the rights and wrongs
After all the pains that I've went through or perhaps given by others.
Its high time I'd have to be independent.
Basically, I'm sociable and of course friendly.
But do at times, I might be a little way off too crazy.
and I'm a little temperamental but I guess my endurance are kinda of high.
So I wouldn't blow my top easily(:
Big THANKS to those who have always been there for me
I can't be more than content to have all the loved ones around me
& I would want you guys know
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Thank you will never be enough for those who have been there whenever I needed your to be
Gonna be a big girl now and have to stop relying so so much on others
There's still much more to go through.
& as for the rest.
Find it out yourself(:
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